I look in the mirrow
Hoping to see
My dearest in here
But no one is near
As i wait
All covered in fear
At a past
Full of mist
Long and hard
Are the days
With time gone
For there are new days
A new day like today
When someone is near
My dearest of dears
Quotes
Xx_Tell me why I lost you,
Tell me why you lied,
Tell me that you loved me,
Or at least that you tried.__X
We take pictures because we are scared we'll forget the memories...
They ignore each other, look the other way, but they both know, it wasn't suposed to send this way.
Is love meant to hurt...
... This bad?
I'll wait for you.
But I can't wait forever.
Best friends can become strangers.
Here I am once againn, i'm torn into pieces... Can't deny it, can't pretend...
...If you don't believe me, I don't care. No-one ever does anyway...
Bleed just to know your alive...
You never knew how m
Favourite genre of music: all but rap Favourite photographer: Aiden Stahlman Personal Quote: I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.
Favourite Movies
The Avengers
Favourite TV Shows
The Golden Girls
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Jake Owen
Favourite Books
all fantasy
Favourite Writers
Sara Douglas
Favourite Games
the bugging Dustin game
Other Interests
Music, writing, photography, tennis, libraries, shinies, boxes, and books
Update as of June 27, 2013.
As of currently, I am working on getting as much money as possible. I really have no idea how to get money. My mother disapproves of yard sales and me getting a job, so it is really difficult there. I am hoping that I can find little tasks here and there that will get me by a little. I just need enough to support me for the first month of college, so I can have enough time to get settled in and get a job. I also know that I am going to be stuck working like a dog because my family has been going through a lot lately. My step father had recently quick his job, but he went back to work for the same man. He only went
I figured I would tell anyone that reads this a little about my life.
I stopped talking to people for comfort. It never really worked. I tried using my one friend as a therapist but it just made me feel worse because he fell in love with me! I have enough problems with men that I don't want any more.
I realized men fall in love with me easily. It's annoying! You'd think it'd be cute, but it really isn't. I don't want guys stalking me around everywhere. I just want the one man that I dare and a few close friends.
I went on a dating ban for three months. Then I found a really sweet guy that seemed like he'd treat me right, so I'm dating him.
I know that I always right journal entries when I'm emotional, so this one I am not emotional for as much. As an update on my life, my aunt passed away August 9th of this year.
I guess I should also say that I have been dating a man named Doug since June 10th also of this year. He is a great guy and my whole family likes him. One problem with that is that my family acts as if they like him more than they like me. I wouldn't doubt that. Dougie is loves motorcycles, old trucks, anime, and is completely insane! He really likes his video games. That's why I went out and bought an xbox. He moved to Minesota for college. An interesting thing is th